on a more personal note...

this awesomeness is by [rin] , Sunday, April 26, 2009 2:08 PM

Nothing's gone right.

Problems galore.

It's all so very tiring.


enrolment service 2009...

this awesomeness is by [rin] 2:03 PM

17 new LCPLs...
And a lot of CPLs too (Hehe, Alex)...

2 SGTs,
SGT Andrew Mah
SGT Ronia Yeap

SSGT Steven Yu


The next NCO Council meeting will be a marketplace.

oh, btw...

this awesomeness is by [rin] , Saturday, April 25, 2009 10:19 PM

Enrolment Service's tomorrow.
Why do I have a bad feeling 'bout it...?

happy anniversary...

this awesomeness is by [rin] 10:08 PM

To us.

is now a year long.

back from tuition...

this awesomeness is by [rin] , Friday, April 24, 2009 9:14 PM

Okay, so maybe two entries a day is paranoid.
I've got nothing better to do...

Anyway back from Add Maths.
'Exam' piece to finish by Monday.
I just know I'll end up copying the whole darn piece from someone.

Anyway feel like SDO-ing.
Or Step-ing.
Too bad I don't have Steps at my home.
Heck, I feel like gaming.
Any game.
I'd even L.F.D. with Alex right now.
That shows how desperate I am.

I'm so bored.

Come watch my chicken dance the Chicken Dance.

if forever means a year...

this awesomeness is by [rin] 3:56 PM

Me: Ronia, 做么 Enrolment Service rehearsal 要穿 HQ 衣?
Ronia: 因为我是 PIC, so 我定的...
Me: 这样我明年做 PIC, 就定全部人不用穿衣! XD

So yeah, Sunday's Enrolment Service...
Unlike past years, I'm not involved in any planning or whatever this time.
Just watching it from afar.

Anyways, tomorrow gotta wake up super-ly early to go to church for practice.
The only good thing is that I don't have to cycle 'coz Steven's taking me there.

Have got tuition later...
Add Maths.
Oh, the horror.

Today's mood: Not-so-very-good.
Bordering on bad.
It'll take a little more to get me there.

If forever means a year to you, then I dread to think of everything else you've said.
Maybe you're right.
Maybe you should let me go.

Thanks, bro.
For always being there for me in my screwed-up life.
Sorry for not realizing it earlier.
That you're the one who's truly valuable, I mean.
I've learned my lesson.
I'll be good from now on.
I promise.
And, I know you'll probably never see this.
But anyway, thanks.

back from church camp...

this awesomeness is by [rin] , Monday, April 20, 2009 8:22 PM

And I've just one word for it:
Spent, like, the whole Saturday morning at school, then went straight from there to Cameron.
Totally can't sleep in the car.
Stupid, winding roads.

Well, actually, going all the way up there kinda felt like spending RM200+ to go eat and sleep and get up and eat again.

I know, *ish-nyer this girl* right?
But, fact is, I can't really pay attention to any of the sermons.
Kept falling asleep for one, and for another, kept having all these sms arguments with him.
Some things I remember, though.
Like the last two sessions.
The speaker had prayer/anointing and prophesying.
The screams and wailings still haunt me.
It was really... Scary.
But I was kinda unaffected by all of it.
Like I'm in my own little bubble or something.
Does that make me dysfunctional or undergoing spiritual denial?

And the fact that every time some pastor or evangelist prays for me, they've nothing much to say.
Here I am, hoping for some sign from above telling me something and nothing ever happens.
Hello, God?
I'm a faltering believer, here?
Ain't You gonna do anything about it?
Okay, yeah, sounds like I'm talking super lightly 'bout this, but it's really something that bothers me.
Umm... I know I've got the gift of tongues, but it's been two years since I last... Well... You know... Used it.
And, yes, I've had a lot of people telling me I can have great faith if I want to, but how can I want to do it if I don't even believe in it?

Don't know what I'm rambling about.
I'm home now.
(Duh, obviously!)
School starts tomorrow with assembly...
Where I'll finally get my trophies.
Debate team won Districts.
On to State... Sometime in June.

My aim for the rest of today:
No idea.
Might start reconciliation.
With him.

xiaoshagua here...

this awesomeness is by [rin] , Friday, April 17, 2009 5:35 PM

Ever wondered where I've got that name?
xiaoshagua, I mean.
Silly, right? Yeah, I know.
But it's got sentimentalities.
It's just weird when people call me "lil' dumb fruit".

Anyway, first post to officially officiate my official blog.
From today (and the creation of this blog) onwards, other old blogs shall henceforth be, well, old.
And unused.
Not that I've used them a lot, but...
Anyway, you get the drift.
I swear I'll be good and use this one properly and update it frequently, though.
And I'll even use proper English...

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