being random...

this awesomeness is by [rin] , Saturday, June 27, 2009 6:47 PM

Today was ACS Carnival a.k.a. Food Fair.
From morning till lunch time stuck at the BB stall there selling off fishballs, chicken fingers and our most popular item - Popcorn Chicken!
(Goodness knows why they're all so crazy 'bout those stuff... =,=)
Well, at least we got profit...

Next week is ACS Council AGM dy...
I just got the letter today.
Well, as you all know by now, I can't make it ba.
But I don't have to write letter.

Today wore contacts for 'bout half a day le...
Will my eyeballs fall out?
I'm not supposed to wear 'em more than 10 hours...

I wanna go to Houey's house to play Dance Dance Revolution on his great, big, huge flat-screen TV~!
Always say that, but never get round to doing it...

Go Markie's house bully him and |oupo at SDO.

|ui|ui supposed to go with me to V-Max today...
She 放我飞机!

If I ever join Facebook, it'll be for the awesome-ly cute games!!!

i'm screwed...

this awesomeness is by [rin] , Friday, June 26, 2009 2:18 PM

State level English debate is next Friday.
I haven't finished my scripts yet.

Summaries (Government and Opposition) notwithstanding, I've got 4 more 8-minute-long scripts to go.
Sucks being Second Speaker 'coz I gotta write 2 scripts and 2 summaries per motion.
I've got no one to help me...

And the motions are moronic ones, like "World Peace is Just An Illusion".
I mean, like, hello?
We're just Secondary School kids, what has world peace gotta do with us??

But I've no choice, so...
Just do la!

Now, though, I'm gonna spend the whole Friday afternoon gaming, forum-ing and online-ing...
My brain hurts from too much thinking.
Debate is mentally draining, you know.

Random thought of the day:

it's raining...

this awesomeness is by [rin] , Wednesday, June 24, 2009 10:54 PM

It is a symbol of so many things.
To every person, the rain means something different.

To the farmer who's been facing a long drought, it means a change of luck.
To the roadside hawker, it means the lost of a night's income.

It could mean a beginning for a seedling, just sprouting its new green leaves.
It could mean the end for a stray puppy, which has nowhere to go for shelter.

Today, the rain brings about the closing of an exhausting day for me.
As I listen to the pitter-patter of the raindrops on the roofs, I reflect on my day and how it has been.

The rain brings with it a certain queer silence to the night.
Odd, but peaceful.

It cools the surroundings down after an extremely hot day.
It washes away the haze and cleans the polluted air of Sitiawan town.
The air I breathe is a little less heavy and feels a little fresher now.

It is wonderful, this phenomena.
What a great way to end the day.
As people slowly drift off to sleep today, I wish all of you sweet dreams and a peaceful sleep.
Enjoy the rainfall, while it lasts.

tomorrow, tomorrow and tomorrow...

this awesomeness is by [rin] , Friday, June 19, 2009 8:40 PM

Creeps in this petty pace from day to day;
To the last syllable of recorded time...

Bla, bla, bla...
Stupid poem.

Anyways, tomorrow there'll be a regular weekly meeting at CHMC.
PIC is LCPL Daniel Khoo.
His squad's senior NCO is, well, me.
Stuff all kao tim already la.

I'll most probably be going to get my new motorbike.
The downside is that I'm definitely not gonna be allowed to ride it till after I get my license, which is about a month from now.
Oh, well.
3 more weeks of torturous cycling and it'll be all over.

Oh, ACS Council AGM will be on the 4th of July.
Which is a Saturday.
Which is the same date of the state level debate.
Which is the day I'm not around.
Isn't that such a great coincidence?
And of course it wouldn't be fair to the others if the officers elect me as one of the ex-co members for next year if I'm not even present for the AGM.
So, we all know what that means, right?
Yeap, I'll be stuck in a department, yet again.

BB Carnival's on the 5th of July.
Prior to that I'll be at HillCity Hotel for the English Debate Perak State Championships (I made that up) from 2nd - 4th July.
I'll be at Ipoh for 4 days, consecutively.

Cute clipart of the day.

Off to SDO now...

shiain_rin by Miharu

this awesomeness is by [rin] , Tuesday, June 16, 2009 11:48 PM

FanArt Request Game by ~Milmaid on deviantART.
shiain_rin (My charrie on SDO-X).
Thanks so much, Miharu~!

losing heart... becoming stone...

this awesomeness is by [rin] 11:10 PM

Nowadays I'm always tired.
I've no idea why, but no matter how much sleep I get, my body still aches and my eyes are constantly heavy.
And it's not just physical; I'm feeling emotionally and spiritually drained too.

I didn't have much of a semester break/holiday.
Spent almost the whole two weeks busy with BB stuff.
BNTS... NCO Council meeting... Tying lanyards with the new NCOs... Target Camp...
That's how my past 14+ days have been like.
I have to say that I'm getting really tired and a little sick of BB already.

Surprised that I, of all people, would say such a thing?
Well, it's true, really.
I've had so much to do, as well as a few personal problems to deal with.
And now, I'm rushing to complete the planning for this Saturday's meeting, because I haven't had the time to do it during the holidays.
My bad, I know.
Poor Daniel.
I promise I'll get the bulk of it done for you, your job'll be easy...

"no matter how much sleep i have... i'm still so tired... not only physically... but i'm emotionally and spiritually drained too... i didn't have a 'holiday'... so busy with bb... i'm actually no mood with bb anymore..."
It's my Friendster shoutout right now...
And, yeah, truly, I'm slowly losing my passion for BB already.
Which is really sad, I guess...?

I haven't found a way to solve my own problems, yet.
My personal ones, I mean.
I don't know how to go about fixing my life; I don't even know where to start!
I wish I could just shut up and fade away...
But, unfortunately, it's not gonna happen.
So I go about my life, worse than ever, giving everyone living hell.

Anyway, state level debate is coming up soon.
Mr. K hasn't confirmed the date, but it's definitely gonna be somewhere at the beginning of July.
Which is another problem.
See, I've promised someone that I'd go to Ipoh on the 5th of July for the BB Carnival.
I'm afraid that debate might clash with that plan.
If that happens, there'll be no doubt that I'll have to go for the debate; and break my promise to that person.
Not someone particularly special, mind you, but I don't want to break any more promises than I can help.
But, Mr. K wants to see the team tomorrow, so hopefully he'll give me some good news.
God knows, I need some.

This world is a huge place.
So I guess I'm not the only one who's having these sort of problems.
But really?
I'm not in the mood to care 'bout other people who don't care 'bout me.
Call me selfish, call me an asshole.
I.D.C. anymore.

Kiaos' motor is sitting in my driveway now.
It's shiny.
It's black.
It's tempting.
And, most importantly, it's brand new.
Too bad, he didn't leave his keys here, too.

I'm still waiting for my motor.
Might have to wait for a long while more.
It isn't fair.

i am a damn idiot...

this awesomeness is by [rin] , Tuesday, June 9, 2009 6:53 PM

today i've go n c ppls blogs...
n many of them who r hav couple de...
n a lot oso hav many many pic at de blog thr...
some hav kiss de or hug de...
n are so 甜蜜蜜 de...
n i feel heartache...

stupid rite?
y i wil oways find trouble n prob for myslf oni?
y i jz noe how to think of past thing n dunno how to 往前走?
y i nid keep 抱着 my last time de memories?
y i m so stupid ne??

of coz i c dao those pic n blog post wil feel 心痛 la...
how else can i feel somemor?
is nt like vry long ago we over de...
jz r abt 1 month oni now...
sometime stil wil 想回 our things...

but i am proud of myslf dat i am slowly forgetting u dy...
比以前好很多了, i din think of u so much edi...
is my achievement lo...

but now, i achieve anythings oso nbdy to tell me,
"傻瓜, 真利害喔!"
or promise me any reward dy...

today u hav upload new pic to frenster...
which r jz like last time u wil 常常 mms to me de...
n i hav think dat: 有一些东西,以前给我了,现在你都不能收回了...
coz thr r some things dat cannot reverse diao de...

but niways i wil continue waiting for my life to carry on de...
n for sure i noe dat u wil nvr c dis...
but i hope dis wil be my last blog post dat is abt u le...
i wan forget all n leave all behind dy...

[sry for my english which r horrible today... =P]

<3 jasc psp...

this awesomeness is by [rin] , Monday, June 8, 2009 7:19 PM

I'm back to fiddling noob-ly on my JASC Paint Shop Pro.
Really enjoy myself these few days, playing with the program and coming out with some new Vectors.

(Click-y... ^^)

Mostly they're SDO-X related, but now I've just finished a couple of songbook covers for YF's new coy songbook:

(My favvie... ^^)


Off to SDO now, I guess...

i know it's hard, but...

this awesomeness is by [rin] , Friday, June 5, 2009 3:17 PM

Went out to McD with some buddies today.
We went there super early and had to wait for a couple of hours just to get their McValue Lunch promotion.
Their bun toaster broke down - can you believe it??
And 'coz of that, we had to wait till 1pm for our breakfast/lunch.
Stupid right?
But when you've a lot of time to spare, waiting a couple of hours for a few bucks' discount is nothing.

Besides, when you go out with friends, there's bound to be a lot to talk about to while away the time, right?
We were prematurely awoken from our sleep by an impatient Kiaos, who, by the way, told us (The night before) that we'd be going there for LUNCH.
He called us (Us, by the way, is me and Houey) at 11-something-am.
11-something for lunch?

Which was how we ended up at McD half-awake, only to be told would we please wait till 1pm because they've to fix their broken toaster?
And so we sat there on the squishy seats, quietly minding our own business.
*Screams internally*

Anyway, we finally got our food 2 hours later, stuffed ourselves and went home.

Today Kiaos seems... depressed.
Or maybe tired.
Or maybe he's just withdrawn.
But whatever.

Dude, sometimes you can't keep harping on your own problems.
Maybe at this moment, they may seem like the world to you, but try to look at things on a wider scale.
I mean, yeah, sure you've got issues, but who doesn't?
You can't just go through your daily life thinking about them all the time!
The more you hold on, the bigger your problems will seem to get, and then one day it'll all overwhelm you.
You've gotta learn to laugh at yourself, keep optimistic even at the worst of times.
There's a silver lining behind every cloud.
Cliche, I know, but it's true.
Problems won't last forever.
Take 'em into your hands, do your best to solve 'em, then get on with your life.

You're only 16; if you act like you're 36, then before you know it, all your youth will have passed you by.
You shouldn't be so serious all the time.

LIVE your youth like there's no tomorrow.
LOVE and appreciate everyone around you - while you still can.
LAUGH your frickin' ass off every chance you get.

And even though I'm not really sure what your dad means by saying that you should admit you've got a problem, I still think you've gotta talk to someone and unload all the burdens you've been carrying around for such a long while.
People do care 'bout you.
Maybe some don't really.
As you said, there's a difference between Care and Just-Want-To-Know.
But seriously, there are some who truly do care.

Open yourself up.
Embrace your difference.


Cute clipart of the day.

Oh, and a great big

to Uncle Tan for taking us to McD today.
And who also reads my blog.

new laptop...

this awesomeness is by [rin] , Thursday, June 4, 2009 6:56 PM

I'm typing this post on my new Toshiba.
Looks pretty good.
Plus, I've got a protected wireless connection installed here, so I can bring my laptop anywhere (Even into the toilet... =P) and online...

The only thing that's lacking now is a motorbike.
With it, my life'll be complete...

i remember edi...

this awesomeness is by [rin] , Tuesday, June 2, 2009 4:55 PM

I suddenly remember what I wanted to blog about just now.

Yesterday, dad told me that if I can learn to drive a motorbike from friends or whatever, then I can consider going for my L-license.
Of course I didn't tell him that I do already know how.

Anyway, my birthday is coming up in about a month's time.
Time to go sit for law exam~!

But the point is, he more or less told me that I'll be allowed to take my motor license and get a motor!


this awesomeness is by [rin] 4:20 PM

My eyes are like, so totally blurred as I'm staring at the computer screen now.
They're half-closed and feel really heavy.
So why am I not taking a nap?
Good question.
Maybe it's 'coz I miss my computer, I haven't seen it for 3 days already.

Just back from BNTS with the gang.
29 monkeys from 2nd Manjung.
It was...

You know what?
I actually had something to post just now.
I vaguely remember having something to talk about on my blog.
But I can't think of it now.

But I've something to say to someone.
And that is:
What do you want from me, actually?
You already ended our friendship.
Why do you still tell me of the past?
Why do you still let me hope?
And what is going on up there in your mind?
I can't understand what you want and why you do each thing that you do.
Is it impossible for you to just discuss things and talk stuff out normally?
I don't even have the words/vocabulary to describe what I'm feeling now.
I just don't understand you!

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